Since your last visit

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You know, not my problem
That you don't know who you are,
Hair changes, life changes,
Copy-pasting won't get you too far.

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If you did it out of malice,
Throwing me under the bus,
Talking smack about me
Like you ain't got no class,
It would've made sense,
But since your last visit
I've learnt a few things
That I'd like to revisit.

Your lack of selfhood,
Your lack of respect
Is the cause of your flakiness
That I'd like to neglect.
I won't be a part
Of the lies that you weave
Stay away from my life,
Take the hint, f***ing leave.
I am done with the role
That you've made me take,
An art is an art,
But yours - just a fake.

If you knew

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If you knew
that there was someone out there watching you,
Would you wait for them to come forward?
Would you be angry
Because they were taking so long?
Would you wait until it became your new normal?
Would you be willing to take on the role
Of someone they have imagined?
Would you give up yourself for the toasts and white dress
To become his latest gadget?

You, post scriptum

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My head aches 
For the expectations I've had,
My heart breaks
Every time I look at
The pictures of you
And your stupid stories,
The things that you post
Should not be the cause of my worries.
Another let down
But I am okay,
The wind blows a storm,
Just be on your way.
That smile a fake
That I used believe in,
Leave me alone -
I am a new kind of being.
Another Ken doll,
Another sad clown,
Which one are you?
Candles burn down.
My head aches no longer,
My heart is set free.
This time I have chosen,
And I've chosen me.


Thanks for the wine

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How easy would it be
To drown the feelings in red wine?
How many glasses would it take
To leave it all behind?
I don't agree with slanted limits
They set for us, those snakes,
Those fools,
What would it take
To break their spirits,
Destroy their grip,
Rewrite the rules?
Laugh all you want,
Your days are numbered,
There is a chart that karma keeps,
It's been two decades
I've grown stronger,
But you will wither in your sleep.
Ant has been biting,
Ankles cracking,
Mimes playing roles they can't sustain,
I've always thought
You were the good ones -
All you can do is hiss and feign.