You know who you are. None of this is about you anyway
Keep looking this blog up –
12 Saturday Jun 2021
Posted in Uncategorized
Don’t pretend @2am
10 Thursday Jun 2021
What to say,
How to say it
"You're on my mind all the time,
But I am still playing".
Maybe that is why no one should know these things in advance -
Because how can a love like that stand any chance.
You might be afraid
But then just reach out,
You feel it too
Or am I just mad.
A message written, a message unsent
Tired of waiting,
I'm going to bed.
01:01
06 Sunday Jun 2021
What’s taking so long
04 Friday Jun 2021
She does still like you -
It is beyond her control.
Priestess of the snow
Since your last visit
24 Saturday Apr 2021
Tags
2021, advice, anger, annoying, blogger, bye, cheater, confidence, creative, creative writing, creativity, detachment, disappointment, disrespectful, farewell, flaky, frustration, stalker, stop stalking me
You know, not my problem
That you don't know who you are,
Hair changes, life changes,
Copy-pasting won't get you too far.
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If you did it out of malice,
Throwing me under the bus,
Talking smack about me
Like you ain't got no class,
It would've made sense,
But since your last visit
I've learnt a few things
That I'd like to revisit.
Your lack of selfhood,
Your lack of respect
Is the cause of your flakiness
That I'd like to neglect.
I won't be a part
Of the lies that you weave
Stay away from my life,
Take the hint, f***ing leave.
I am done with the role
That you've made me take,
An art is an art,
But yours - just a fake.
If you knew
06 Tuesday Apr 2021
Tags
2021, creative writing, earth sign, frustration, lurker, poems, poetry, you
If you knew
that there was someone out there watching you,
Would you wait for them to come forward?
Would you be angry
Because they were taking so long?
Would you wait until it became your new normal?
Would you be willing to take on the role
Of someone they have imagined?
Would you give up yourself for the toasts and white dress
To become his latest gadget?
You, post scriptum
25 Monday Jan 2021
My head aches
For the expectations I've had,
My heart breaks
Every time I look at
The pictures of you
And your stupid stories,
The things that you post
Should not be the cause of my worries.
Another let down
But I am okay,
The wind blows a storm,
Just be on your way.
That smile a fake
That I used to believe in,
Leave me alone -
I am a new kind of being.
Another Ken doll,
Another sad clown,
Which one are you?
Candles burn down.
My head aches no longer,
My heart is set free.
This time I have chosen,
And I've chosen me.
Thanks for the wine
13 Wednesday Jan 2021
Tags
2021, ants and ankles and mimes, creative writing, disappointment, emotions, justice, karma, poem, poetic justice, poetry, wine
How easy would it be
To drown the feelings in red wine?
How many glasses would it take
To leave it all behind?
I don't agree with slanted limits
They set for us, those snakes,
Those fools,
What would it take
To break their spirits,
Destroy their grip,
Rewrite the rules?
Laugh all you want,
Your days are numbered,
There is a chart that karma keeps,
It's been two decades
I've grown stronger,
But you will wither in your sleep.
Ant has been biting,
Ankles cracking,
Mimes playing roles they can't sustain,
I've always thought
You were the good ones -
All you can do is hiss and feign.
Tired/Disillusioned
01 Friday Jan 2021
Posted in Poetry
Tags
2021, creative writing, creativity, detachment, haiku, letting go, poem, poetry, tired
Tired of waiting games:
You, too arrogant or slow,
I, disillusioned.
Telling My Story
23 Wednesday Dec 2020
